Letter from me.

Asking Gaia for advice.

Dear Gaia.

You and me, we are friends for quite a while by now. Close friends. I consider you as being the closest friend I ever had.

You know, where I came from when I arrived on earth almost 44 years ago. You offered me your hand. And I offered you mine. We went together through the other’s times of despair and through those of joy. We accompanied and supported each other.

When this corona crisis started to develop, you came and stayed the whole night. “Child,” you said. “All is fine. As everything happening on earth, there is a plan behind it. Do not worry. Not about me or about yourself. And do not worry about your fellow humans. Life is a joyful journey. It is only a matter of how we perceive the world. It is only a matter of the stories, we tell ourselves. Everything happens for a reason. All is fine.”

I went to sleep with your “All is fine.” In my ears and when I woke up, everything was new.

My former husband and father of our son called to tell me that it was healthier for all, if I let my son stay with him and his new wife for the next five weeks. The conferences, workshops and lectures I was about to attend and hold within the next months, were cancelled. I was tired from all these video-sessions we had — sometimes late at night. Money for…